If I Stay and Where She Went - Gayle Forman

At first when I started reading I thought to myself how could any good book only be 50 pages long? Later though as I found myself about 30 pages in and I could somehow not fathom how it suddenly started raining right over my head.

I've never really described myself as a crier but there is something about the way Mia can tell us everything she is thinking and no matter how illogical you would be there right next to her, rooting for her but really hoping  she makes the right choice

Where She Went

A few minutes into the book I couldn't quite get who's story we were hearing and then: 'What happened to Mia??" Where is the amazing girl I fell in love? But then I thought my opinions about Adam may be biased because I realise what he did. He gave me Mia, so how could he be so bad, and then further on I realise that he's not bad, he's not bad at all, he also lost a lot of things, things that weren't really his to lose in the first place but it still effects you the same. Then we read about Mia and I grab a hold of that hope I still have and I thrust it at the book and keep reading in utter desperation that I would find my fairytale.. and I do, they realise that life is hard and that's never gonna change but if you want to make things work you can and that sometimes things do come together in the end



And I love Kat and Denny. Probably the best parents ever :)



Love these quotes:

"Nobody had ever called me that before, and though I was automatically furious, deep down I was also flattered that I had elicited enough emotion to
be worthy of the name. People called Mom that a lot, probably because she had a hard time holding her tongue and could be brutally blunt when
she disagreed with you. She’d explode like a thunderstorm, and then be fine again. Anyhow, she didn’t care that people called her a bitch. “It’s just
another word for feminist,” she told me with pride. Even Dad called her that sometimes, but always in a jokey, complimentary way. Never during a
fight. He knew better."



“There are so many things that demand to be said. Where did you go? Do you ever think about me? You've ruined me. Are you okay? But of course, I can't say any of that.”


“You crossed the water, left me ashore
It killed me enough, but you wanted more
You blew up the bridge, a mad terrorist
Waved from your side, through me a kiss
I started to follow but realized too late
There was nothing but air underneath my feet"

Introducing.. Adam and Mia

Lauren Oliver- Delirium series

Before scientists found the cure, people thought love was a good thing. They didn't understand that once love--the deliria--blooms in your blood, there is no escaping its hold.

Things are different now. Scientists are able to eradicate love, and the government demands that all citizens receive the cure upon turning eighteen. Lena Haloway has always looked forward to the day when she'll be cured. A life without love is a life without pain: safe, measured, predictable, and happy.

But with ninety-five days left until her treatment, Lena does the unthinkable: she falls in love.

So I'm finally done and I have to say she is an amazing author, she made me cry with Lena, brush indignantly with Raven and made me understand the feeling of utter hopelessness and not getting what you signed up for. I wish the book ended differently, but I'm obliged to say that I'm still somewhat satisfied
Out of the trilogy the first is definitely may favourite, probably because we got to read so much about her and Alex.

“Are you sure that being like everybody else will make you happy?"

"I don't know any other way."

"Let me show you."

And then we're kissing. Or at least, I think we're kissing—I've only seen it done a couple of times, quick closed-mouth pecks at weddings or on formal occasions. But this isn't like anything I've ever seen, or imagined, or even dreamed: this is like music or dancing but better than both.” 

“Because I think you're right. You can make a difference." He told me experiences were kind of like fate, and fate usually came in the form of a test. He told me fate liked to be worshipped. It liked to see us fall on out knees before it offered to help us up..." ♥” 


“For a second I think about how easy it would be to pass back to the other side, to walk straight into the laboratories and offer myself up to the surgeons.

You were right; I was wrong. Get it out.” 



“Love, the deadliest of all deadly things. 
It kills you.
When you have it.
And when you don't.” 

Breaking Bad Goes Out With A Boom..

                     Breaking Bad

So after 6 years of filming the finale of Breaking Bad finally made it into my house and as I sat there wallowing in grief at the ending I realize that I can't always find absolution and I couldn't have imagined a better ending than the one they had given  me

Its not something I would usually watch and it started out slow but soon I found out I was hooked have a look at the storyline

Walter H. White is a chemistry genius but works as a chemistry teacher in an Albequerque, New Mexico high school. His life drastically changes when he's diagnosed with stage III terminal lung cancer and not given much time to live - a matter of months. To ensure his handicapped son and his pregnant wife have a financial future, Walt uses his chemistry background to create and sell the world's finest crystal methamphetamine. But to sell it, he teams up with Jesse Pinkman - a former student of his. The meth makes them very rich very quickly, but it attracts the attention of his DEA brother in law Hank. As Walt and Jesse's status in the drug world escalates, Walt becomes a dangerous criminal, Jesse becomes a hot-headed salesman, while Hank is hot on his tail, and it forces Walt to come up with new ways to cover his tracks.

******************Now i will unleash the spoilers*****************

It all started with a look down the barrel of a gun. Is this the way that it could all come to an end?

You can never go wrong with a little family bonding over some alcohol — unless it is with your kid who gets hammered and ends up puking in your pool.

After failing to dispose of bodies and getting covered in blood and guts, a hose and kiddie pools will do the trick.

                              This just has to be the best way of telling someone you hate them

                                                               You should learn Gus..

                                                       Nobody messes with Heisenburg

                                                        And the always amazing Jessie..

I don't know what he has.. He just has it, look at those soulful eyes

So, if these spoilers haven't piqued your interest then I sure hope Jessie has :)